The Goblin Elf – in this world to make things right, since only she knows how everything should be

Being a creature having a slender and tremendous physical endurance is wonderful. Having a mind and a soul which are free and superior to every other mind and soul is fantastic. Here creates inebriating feelings and thoughts. They are different from every other feelings and thoughts which creates within other people. The thoughts pay homage, admire and spread the feeling of superiority, perfection and of being worthful into the deepest of the soul. Intensive feelings of delight can be created and fill the whole being with happiness so overwhelming that ordinary people barely can understand it, or even less imagine how it feels.

Imagine slender creature having such a physical endurance and superior mind where wonderful feelings of delight arise and grow into overwhelming happiness. Would not that be fantastic? Yes, that would be fantastic. I know it because I am this being.

Yes, I am this being. My mind and soul live in my perfect body. My body and soul are one single thing, a fantastic coalescence. The person I am makes me perfect, simply because my thoughts and feelings say so, and since they do that, it has to be so. Accordingly, the perfection makes me superior to everyone else since they do not consider themselves being perfect. No one is perfect, it is said according to the  public opinion, which they impossibly either can be with their limitations.

I am never critical to myself. How would I be that? So, accordingly, I have no negative thoughts about myself like many other people have about themselves. But that is not to say I cannot being sad or unhappy, because I can. I can be very, very sad, despaired and unhappy, but when I am, it is not because of myself, but the world around.

Most people have social relations outsider the closest family (mother, father, sisters, brothers), and paid jobs. These things are important for most ones, I have understood. By their jobs and relations they feel important and beloved, and that things have a meaning. To many people their jobs obviously are a kind of identity, which they would feel unimportant without. To me a job never ever can be my identity that decides my picture of myself. I have never ever got a job at all. Is not that fantastic being thirty years old and never have been working. I only have had a few practices, but they had not worked since I have felt choked and imprisoned on these places of work. Simply I have not stand being there, and that is because I hate duties, obeying other people and adapt myself as one has to do on a place of work. I do not like have to be punctual, and when I hear someone says that I am going to be somewhere punctually I think: ”You do not decide where I am going to be at that time, I do that.” The motivation runs off me when I am going to be in a place that does not interest me. Most people submit to and appreciate going to their works, but I do not understand how they can cope with that day by day. Do not they want to feel free and spend the days in another way than being working? Obviously, by nature they are slaves. Unlike them I must be some kind of high-standing person, someone who is provided and served by society instead of serving society. It is wonderful being someone who is not part of society but stands outside it. Yes, I stand outside society. I stand high, high above it.

Neither social relations taket up my time as they do for other people. Often it does not give me anything associating with people. I think most people are insignificant and vacant, and I do not feel any need of having them as friends. As grown-up I have never at all had any friends and even less any boyfriend. I have never been intimate to a man, because who would really be good enough to someone like me? But I am able falling in love. I do not fall in love easily since only few men attract me. But when I fall in love, I really do it. Then nothing else matters compared to the love, and never ever else are my feelings so strong as then. I am convinced of that these strong feelings of love are the meaning of life.

My writing here is going to be about everything that interests me. I have understood that many people are writing blogs, and if others who does not have anything to say do that, so can I who has endlessly of things to say do that! So I am going to write about such things that interest me, and also about such things that are very important that other people become aware and enlightened of, which are the animals and their rights to regard.

So a great part of my writing here is going to be about animals and the rights they should have. How animals are treated in the world, amongst other things within slaughter and within animal testing is the greatest injustice and moral wrong in society. During the years I have read lots of courses on the university, amongst other things courses in tourism and archeology. I think it is exciting with hidden treasures, skeletons, relics and remains, and sometimes I dream of being an Indiana Jones or Indiana Jöns as he is named in Donald Duck which I daily read. But the first thing the teacher of the archeology course said to me and the other students was that archeology is not that dramaticly and exciting as in Indiana Jones, if anyone now was on the course of that reason, he jocularly added. Obviously he did not think anyone was that, but that was exactly what I was. Suddenly I did not think archeology was so interesting no more, and later on I chose to read political science. I did that since it seemed being the most interesting thing, and I preferred going on the university rather than have to work. By the courses I learnt about where the power in society is and lots about the honored ”important” democracy which one I more and more realized has shortages and is damaging in society, particularly for one group of beings; the animals. I realized how wrong and blind the democratically elected authorities and others in power are that allow and close their eyes to the fact that several animals are suffering and killed, amongst other things within animal testing and within slaughter. Accordingly, they should not be in the positions of power that they are. Such positions of power should be had by a righteous person with a moral good mind. Someone, who just like me, see the greatest injustices, cruelties and wrong in the world.
Here onwards I will write a lot about animal rights, justice, ethics, morals and about the power within authorities and governments. I have an examination in political science and human rights. In other words, I got the knowledge of how states are governed. That is to say, I have the right education, the right attitude and the right personality to be in a position telling how society should look like and be govern all over the world.
How animals are treated engage me very much, and I will write lots about it, but I am also going to write about my interests, like running, novels, movies and the wonderful sunning and bathing, and of course also about how it is to be someone like me. So different to other people, so very superior to other people!



En kommentar

  1. Martina · mars 1, 2016

    But you are not free, you are in fact very dependent of the government. How does it feel like to never had achieved something? To have a job doesn’t need to be slaying for others, it could be in arts, were you would create something. But of course it is hard work, which you seem way to lazy for.



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